Rain Fall

Verse 1 I’ve been, raised with love givin praise above I been, given chances so thank yous I can’t say enough.. - - - to do what I wanted I was granted space enough but now i sit and stare into space and gaze above nostalgic reminscenin bout the way it was back to a, time when life was a simple and the way I loved back to a day when there wasn’t much struggle at least not for me and my brother the world lay undiscovered.

Subhook: we all have pain we are in trouble to get through life we must struggle

before oxgen supply declined inside our quiet bubble gaspin for breath lyin inside a giant puddle the rains swept down with fury a new reign of trouble came over the lands and landin square in front us and pummeled take me, to a time when the only, tough times n rough rides was the kinds that arised from, sweat and grind not from, somethin uncontrolled inside threatenin our lives make my momma cry tryin to analyze why.

Verse Two- - pain was streethockey on skateboards in the snow, biking eyes closed or be swingin from a rope off the, top a house back flippin half twisted hands slippin laugh twisted [hahaha, thrilled laugh] target missed it crash smitten that was life, and like mikey I liked it any journey I hiked it Everest I mountain biked it that’s why they call me Paper any legend I’d write it plus I’m, the white type about to make some cake like it- now I got no choice all I gots an inner voice silenced by the rain violent strained cryin in pain dyin inside tryin gain a peace of mind. a piece of mind’s not straight it’s stained the rain has maimed… killed and claimed its keep these rain waters are deep (the dam is steep/ its reign is deep)) ain’t nobody done came but ain’t nobody to blame or see nope not even me.

Subhook: we all have pain we are in trouble to get through life we must struggle

so do you blame God lose your faith or lose your way- like this melody or try the easy way just to chase your blues away or say it’s the way its meant to be eventually to leave it up to fate my current state don’t make sense to me nothin does, pain drives you insane a decade of strain, not only the lack of blame add on the maintained, hate for those who complain so much it’s makes you sick listenin’s got you drained hate it so much, you refuse to do it yourself but end up with nobody it’s like you refused help find yourself in conversations then excuse yourself I chose to be alone I didn’t mean to choose hell. Think I’d learn the ruse well ain’t got no news to tell act like yous well but like a battered woman’s bruises tell.

so I’ll come out and say it once and for all and for all don’t ask me no more how I am I am no more, no longer a - tryin to strive high guy, just a, tryin to survive guy, and at times a tryin to stay alive guy. I stand out in the rain feel safe at home no one knows the drops on your face are your own I let em go…